Gym Membership

So I would like to consider myself a healthy person. One of higher nutritional standard. But truth is I love to stuff my face in to a chocolate cake just like every other scum bucket out there. 

So where am I exactly going with this? 

Here's the thing. I've purchased this gym pass not to long ago and ever since then I've been doing this thing where I go sit in front of the gym watch other people work out and never go in then go home. 

Yeah. 

I'm that creep. 

What has my life even come to at this point. So I'm talking to my therapist about it this morning and we agree that I should just go in and make that lifestyle change. For myself. Especially with how my brain is all over the place right now because of this years chain of events. It would be all around good while I try and find my right medication option to treat my bipolar.