8:30pm

Every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday; I am at my significant others work on his first break to meet him on his break. I'm also here for his lunch at 11:30pm. And I'm here when he gets off at 4:00am. The other day he thanked me for my dedication to him. I'm dedicated to myself and he's proven to have my best interest in mind. So I realized I've become dedicated to him. After being so broken and jaded it's hard to sit in something so familiar and proven to have been an illusion once upon a time. This is what raw change looks like. 

This is week one for both of us going to the gym for an hour a day besides break days when our bodies tell us no more. 

Transient living has taught me so much. Idk if I'll ever be happy house living again. 

I miss my kids though and they need that stability to be in my life. So step one. 

Always step one.